da bee has flew far far away

luks like da bee has flew pretty damn far..its been ages since i last update dis blog..y?..lost of connection n quite lazy n also fresh out of ideas to write..but anyway..im in kl now..just drove back from melaka..oh..n yeah..happy ramadhan everyone (whoever u r)..another couple of weeks left n hari raya here we come!..so there's not much of a preparation going on so far..just da usual thing..baju raye pn x beli kot dis yer..it doesnt matter though..yg pnting da celebration kn??..hell yeah!..besides...next yer will be my ultimate hari raya coz im gonna celebrate it wif another special someone in my life..hehehe..

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page under construction (not like anyone cared)..still searching  4 a background n maybe other stuff 2 stuffed in da blog

oh blog ku

dh lame giler ak tgl blog ni since dh lme x on9..byk sgt bnde yg happen tp bile tgn dh berada atas keyboard ni blur la plak..hahaha..anyway..bln puase is juts around da corner..ingtkn dis year nk la pki kebaye nyonya yg ade kt melake 2..tapi.........................x menjadi sbb...pregnant..mn bole pki!!..huuu..sooo skng tgh fkr bju ape la ak nk pki raye ni..bju kurung??..xle..srung cnfirm xle pki..jubah??..haha..xpnh2 ak pki jubah wey...

another problem im facing is clothes..since my body is getting bigger n bigger every single day..my clothes r getting smaller n smaller..so ak xda bju nk pki..nk bli tp xda yg sesuai plak..ade yg ok tp hrga mahal sgt..x berbaloi la plak kn..coz im only wearing it until da end of dis year..arrghhhh..DILEMA!

atleast one of it cametrue

yayyy!!..one of mt wishlist cametrue..i got a new handbag n its from voir,,ok so its not guess tapi ok gk kn..n its nice too..hehe..after MONTHS of non-shoping life finally i got to shop..haha..so no just tgl boots..weee...bila la agknye nk dpt eh...hmmmmmm~

wishlist 2011

here r my wishlist for dis year..yang2..tlg belikan eh..wat2 la suprise..ehhehehe

1. a handbag

2. a really cool boot

3. contacts (coz my contact telah dicuri org..bodo kn org 2)

4. errmmm...2 j kot...hehe

help me....anyone??

lately ive been staying home like A LOT..n also home alone..n when dis happens..the result will be...

HOME ALONE + AT HOME = BORED

BORED + NO ACTIVITY = EATING

 EATING = FAT

but im not saying im fat..hahaha..i mean..ME??..FAT??..hhahahaha..no way..not in a million billion zillion years..im as slim as always.......................ok!..so im chubby..a bit chubby..at the stomach part n maybe a bit at the thighs..(i dont wanna be fat!!)..but the fact is i am..i can even wear my hot pants anymore!!..(GULP!)..gotta buy new one..n gotta diet!..FAST!!!

nothing unsual

its been a while since i last update my blog..AND bcoz there's NOTHING interesting happen in my life for me to talk about..(well there is but i forgot bout it..haha) so i guess dis week post will be just plain boring..

DAA~

cita-cita ku yang tak kesampaian

dulu mase aku kecik2..aku suuuukeeeeeeee sgt lukis..xkisah la lukis ape..smp dinding pn aku conteng la kn..(biase la..bdk2)..then bile aku dah besar..(xda la besar sgt..hehe)..time aku sekolah rendah..aku dah pndai gak la bab2 drawing ni..kire small matter j la kn..(muahahaha!!)..pas2 cikgu skolah ni biase la..bile dah discover bakat2 anak murid dier..mule la nk libatkan anak murid 2..so x pasal2 name aku dimasukkan dalam pertandingan melukis peringkat skolah..ak pn xingt bape skolah sumenye..(bdk2 la katekan)..disebabkan ak ni just pndai lukis tp TIDAK mewarne..(aku x suke colour)..so aku dapat 2nd place j..(hahaha..dpt adiah gk kn)..then bile aku mencapai standard 6..aku dh berangan utk jadi pelukis..wow!..hehehe..msti best kn wat keje yg kite minat..tapi...........dats wat i thought..time aku form 1..bakat lukis melukis ni kian dilupekan..sbbnye..skolah mngah kn xda sgt prtandingan lukis ni..so aku move on to more advance dat still involved art..graphic design..mcm aku design..tp kbnyaknnye ak x tnjuk kt org coz rase x layak kot..(hahaha)..oh yea..baju club ak design tau~..hehehe..mn ilang ntah baju 2..huuu..so bile dah mkin remaje..ak dah tau target aku..aku nk nk jd graphic designer!..lps j spm..ak plan nk amik la course 2..tp course 2 just ade luar ipoh..aku lg SUKE!!..hehehe..ipoh j bosan kn..hehe..tapi......sedih.....parent gua talak kasi wooo..sooo TERPAKSE la aku amik course yg ade kt ipoh ni..so tercampak la aku kt poli doing diploma in electrical engineering..(which i REALLY HATE!!)..3 years of torture..aku mmg xtau sepatah haram pn..(smp mid term aku fail sume subject except BI)..hehehe..sucks kn??..bile dh masuk sem 3..aku dah tau yg cita2 aku nk jd graphic designer mmg xkn ade..so aku pn lost identity la kononnye..xtau nk jd ape bile dh graduate..LOST!!..so lps aku brjaya abiskan 3 thun yg sengsare..aku pn try la nk refresh kn blik bnde yg aku ske n tau..(bkn lukis eh..tp ni yg lain)..music..nsib baik la ade organ kt umah aku..main la aku..hehe..tau2 ade org ajak join band..aku pn join la..n at dat time..aku mcm dah tau mn aku nk pergi..aku plan nk blaja music ngn lbh mndalam..mn tau bole main okestra k kn?..(mcm dasat sgt j)..tapi......after a year...something wrong happen..aku quit..n quit playing music..lps 2 aku pn wat la keje2 yg aku xsuke..dari jd assistant project manager k project executive smp la skng jd make up artist..

p/s : bile la aku bole wat keje yg aku suke...*SIGHHH*

couple or kongkong?

xkire la samada couple budak2..remaje2..or yg dah dewase..bile dah declare j "couple" mule la kite akn wat list of janji2 yg harus ditepati oleh masing2..contohnye.."jgn wat perkare yg dibenci".."jgn bermsg ngn mn2 "lelaki"..jgn itu jgn ini..mcm2 la lg..n my favourite.."delete sume kwn lelaki/perempuan dlm fb or myspace"..haha..lawak giler kn..korg ni nk couple ke nk kongkong??..omg..ape la gunenye korg couple tapi masing2 nk control masing2..couple ni berdasarkan kepercayaan n kasih sayang..so trust la org yg KONON nye korg "sumpah aku syg giler kt dier" 2..rite?..ak ingt lg..mase 2 ak poli if im not mistaken i was in sem 3..mase 2 class ak ade wat jamuan raye..n it was held at my house..so sume org la ade kn..name pn jamuan..spe xnk mkn free wey!..so disebabkan wat kt umah bujang..so ktorg pn separate kn la guys n girls..guys outside..girls inside..mknn kt tgh2..hehe..utk mengelakkn ape2 berlaku..mn la tau tibe2 JAIS dtg kn..xpsl2 rmi2 g balai..huuu~..anyhooo..tgh ktorg syiookkk mkn2 lepak2..tibe2 ade org dtg daa..non other than bf si classmate ak ni..dier dtg srh classmate ak ni blik..sbbnye dier x ske awek dier mix ngn laki..padahal kwn j kot..bkn ktorg wat wild party mabuk2 peluk2 mcm dlm american pie 2 kn..hahaha..tp 2la..some guys..kuno giler beb..klu awek dier x blik break trus wa ckp lu..adehh..lg sorg classmate ak gk ade kes yg same..1 jabatan tp class lain2..bf dier ni x bg awek dier ni sembang ngn other guys..klu ade xsigmen grup for sure la mix guys n girls kn..jeng3..bf dier xbg..fuck giler kn..hello~..org lain pn bercinta gk..ak x fhm la org2 mcm ni..kepada manusia2 yg berperangai sebegini rupe..percaya la kpd pasangan anda..klu x percaye jgn couple..x pun klu xle sgt..khwin la pas2 srh dier ddk umah diam2 baik lelaki mahupun perempuan..

rebond to perm?

since its already the year 2011..n my hair had been kinda the same style for years - which is straight - soooo..ive decided to perm it but for now (sementare nk tgu ade duit..hehe) i only do it DIY..n bcoz of lack of curling iron ive finally found a way (wit the help to youtube-thank u very much) to do a little curl bit kinda wavy wit a straigthing iron..YESS!.. a straighting iron ladies n gentlemen..its kinda simple too..but it doesnt last dat long but ur hair will luk a little bit volumise though..n oh yea..more sexy~..hehehe..more mature luk..n besides rebond hair is soooo last year kids~..(no effence for u guls out there)..silky straght hair is still sexy but i just wanna change it coz im bored wit it..(its time a change)

                                                    im in luv wit her hair

television sometimes can be bored n freaky

lately there has been SOOO many freaking horror movies..serials..drama n even comedy on tv..AARGHHH!!!..x tenang nk tgk tv ok!..i can only watch the drama part but when the horror ghost-coming-out-im-gonna-scare-you-to-death part appears..pillow is my best buddy..YES..im afraid of  ghost..who doesnt??..ok2..some doesnt..but I DO!!..period!..but recently i heard my hubby saying..ghost doesnt actually bother u or scare u to freaking out off mind EXCEPT it is sent by someone to harm u OR u do something they dont like..sooooo..i kinda not dat afraid anymore?..hahaha..but anyway those ghost horror stories really gotta stop or maybe just slow it up for a while..its like a horror season for the tv station..haloween much??..i dont think so dude~they really ought to air some for a change..n speaking of comedy..they REALLY have to stop airing "anda ada 60 saat" triple episode on sunday or is it saturday..its REALLY BORING!!!

okay

okay..so it has been a few weeks since the last msg from my ex-bandmate n they kinda wanted me back wif the band..well some of it..but when i think bout it thoroughly..i made up my mind n its a NO..i wont be back even if they wanted me to..i dont have a heart towards them anymore..so yeah..im a stubborn girl..i hate people who takes me for granted n act as if im a gud for nothing being..thanx anyway for the invitation..appreciate it very much..

what i miss

dalam hidup ni banyak perkara yg sometimes bile kite fikirkan blik mmg kelakar sgt2..kkdg bile fikir blik rase rindu plak even if dat certain ocasion is just plain silly..but dat silly n funny thing is wat we miss the most..like having a joyride wif a bunch of friend doing nothing at all..seems pointless to anyone but the fact we r hanging out wif our friends is means the most..there r lots of things i had miss in my life..n i mean REALLY MISS THEM..for the past years..well not really years~ but a few years back..i kinda miss my skool years..ok not the study part..mmm..ok frankly i dont miss my skool years..coz it kinda sucks..hehe..the past where u wanna forget but only remember certain part of it..get me?..if u dont then lantak kome la~!..sadly to say i dont quite miss my polytechnic years either.hahaha..maybe i kinda had a really bad final semester where ive been an outcast among my friends for something i dont do..yes..DONT DO..but wth..i still live till today n still hapy wif it..i have to say..i kinda miss my days when i work at kl coz there ive met wif a really great friend who had been wif like forever!..through thick n thin..through hardship n sickness..always there when u needed a friend..n its kinda fun living in kl (for a certain time though)..for the record..i miss kl coz i miss my friend who is currently staying in pj..the others??..NOPE..not at all..but now my life i great..im loving wat im doing..im loving wat im seeing even there r some rotten pest has been running n talking around but i dont care..hehe..

p/s : yang..dont be mad when i said i miss kl..i only miss kl coz its where i met kila..hehe..luv youuuuu!

i wasnt born to be perfect

kan bagus klu idup ni ibarat masak nasi goreng..tumis bwg..msuk bahan2..masuk nasi..xckup lg..tmbah garam..perencah..nk sdp lagi tmbh la kicap..nk lg sdp..msuk kn sayur k aym k ikan..dah perfect..tp sayangnye idup manusia ni xda perencah..xda garam or gula utk make it perfect..coz we r not perfect..tapi kite boleh jd perfect in our own way..mungkin kite dari golongan kaye or sederhana..yg kaye x semestinye sng hati..x semestinye bahagia..yg miskin x semestinye ssh..mungkin diorg lbh bahagia dari yg kaye..btl x?..to make someone perfect..we sometimes have to compare our life with others..so yea..we had a tough life but hey..who knew there r even tougher life out there calling for help..dont be perfect just to be perfect but be perfect to make urself hapy..

im feeling kinda hapy i guess

i juz on9 my fb..n guess wat?..an invitation back to the band..haha..i was in a band but i back out coz there's some problem occured before but now they need me back..yayyy!!..i guess im hapy coz i get to play back..haha..jari2 pun suda karat woo..i havent touch a keyboard ever since!!..kecewe sgt..hahaha..xdala..but now i think i wanna play back..besides..i kinda miss those guys even some of them might totally forget bout me..but now im more matured..more outgoing..more garang..more berani..but i have to say..i kinda out of idea bout songs but full of words for lyrics..more n more lyrics!!..hehe..thanx anyway coz still kinda need me

do u need them??

sometimes i wondered..DO i have any friends?..haha..dulu ye ak nk sgt ade rmai kwn but now..its better off being alone..coz friends WILL forget friends..dats the truth..u did something wrong accidently or for a reason they forget bout u..but when they did it..its just like forgive n forget..who needs friends anyway?..from wat i know..i only have one friend i can count on..

for you

since the first day i saw u..."wow..ensem gak mamat ni"..but i was shy to say hi.."lupekan je la..sure ade awek nye"..then u text me.."hey?..wat the??.."..i was upset at u coz u kinda hurt my feeling..then i called u a fews days later (or is it a few weeks?)..anyhoo..we promise to meet at ipoh parade..i waited u for lunch..u came.."damn..asal ensem ni?"..(dlm hati berkate k)..u had spiky hair..u wore glasses..god!..u were perfect at dat time..we had lunch together..talk..talk..talk..n talk..u said u broke wif ur ex coz she cheated on u..hey guess..so am i!..haha..coincidence??..perhaps..then u said u liked me.."yay!!" (dlm hati again)..u was such a sweet n dresponsible guy..i havent told u dis but actually i already decided to be wif u a week after we met but i told u to wait right?..ehhehe..(mestila kne test lepas kne curang ok)..but im glad u waited for me..the moment we already became one..i decided ur will be my last..n u did dear..u r my last..we went through all the hardship n hapiness together side by side..i never doubted u (even u had some cases i cant forget but trying to)..huu..but i still luv u n i will forever will be head over heals wif u dear..6 years together is so meaningful n important to me..thank u for supprting me n be wif me through sadness n hapiness..i was gonna post dis on our anivesary day but im afraid im gonna forget the words..hehe..but anyhoo..hapy valentines day n hapy 6 years anivesary sayang..i promise ill always be by ur side for years to come..i luv u dear..so damn much!

to tea or not to tea

dulu ak xtau langsung nak wat air teh..tapi setelah di ajar..hehee..sedap la pulak..smp hubby ak sndri asyik srh ak wat j (sbnrnye dier xnk wat sbb 2 srh ak wat kan)..hehehe..jgn mrh tau b..i luv doing it for u..sbb b ske puji "b ske mnum teh ayg wat...sedap sgt2..jd ketagih" ..even if its in a sarcastic way tapi i know u really mean it..(u DO mean it rite?)..xpe2..lps ni ayg akan blaja masak plak eh..still in process..(huuu..i really cant get my hand into cooking)..

p/s : yg boleh masak skng is :

1. cucur manis (sbb sng)

2. nasi (duh!)

3. sambal telur

alesana - the thespian

dah lame x lyn lagu headbanging2 ni..rindu saya..hahaha..its my fav screamo band ever..ALESANA..

"i touch ur lips n stare at ur eyes..ur smile n its makes me fly..u r the reason my heartbeat..tonite its just u n me"

thank u for making my day part 3

its been..what?..2 or 3 days since i last update my blog n on9..so here i am opening my fb acc..the 1st thing im eager to see is my msg..n there it is!..hah!..she reply it..n as i would expected..she STILL didnt ans my main question.."npe ko sibuk hal ak?"..guess she didnt have the ans huh..*SIGH*..n to my suprise..she ACTUALLY read my blog!..yeah..MY BLOG..hahaha..guess she's really into me huh..damn..she really does need to have a life..

wey!..ko jage j la kain ko..xyh ssh2 nk jage tepi kain ak..aduhh..ssh btl la ko ckp ngn ko ni..ape bende la yg ko x puas ati kt ak ni?..ak ade wat ape2 k?..ak x kaco pn idup ko yg sgt2 bahagia 2..GOD!..please leave me alone..ak dah mls plak nk sembang ngn dier..ade ke ptut dier pgl ak kerempeng??..dier jeles la 2 sbb ak slim dier gemuk xda shape..hahaha...oopps..sory..my bad~..xpela..she started the WHOLE thing..not me..ak x tegur dier lgsg but she just have to take the 1st step..*SIGH*..

oh well..we'll just how long dis drama will end..

p/s : if ur reading dis cik..eh silap..puan norliana mohamed..no heart feelings..(mate memandang ke atas..tgn di bahu)

thank u for making my day part 2

today she called me a low-life bitch..so wat if i am one?..i dont meddling in other people's life like she does..ok..1 question..if korg xsuke dis certain someone..korg peduli x ape certain someone 2 wat?..x kn?..dah xsuke..so lantak la dier wat ape pn rite??..2 yg ak sgt2 pelik skng..dier xsuke ak..n i dont like her either..tp dier tibe2 nak cbuk hal ak..pas2 tibe2 serang ak n cari pasal ngn ak..nmpk sgt she's a total loser wif a capital L on her fucking damn forehead..for those who wondered who the hell im talking about..it none other than norliana mohemed a.k.a my "fav" sis in law..

i swear..im gonna slap ur fugly bitchy face the moment u appear in front of me..n im waiting for dat day..coz ur messing wif the wrong girl bitch..

*no highlighted font colour for dis post sbb terlalu malas..hehehe

thank u for making my day

post harini ill make it short n sweet..

dedicated to dis bitch yg x sedar diri n tibe2 nk cri pasal ngn ak..sory but i cant respect u NO MORE..
ko mmg dah wat ak sgt2 bgg tapi i have to say yg ko wat ak GELAK BESAR..take my word..tapi sape2 cari psl ngn ak mmg akan kne..u DONT KNOW so DONT EVER MESS WITH ME..klu ak jmp ko setan mmg ak akan TAMPAR muke ko kaw2 nye..

~sekian terima kasih~

demam DOMO-KUN

domo-kun..watak monster coklat yg sgt comel..dah lme dah berada di pasaran..tp sejak akhir2 ni..ak jd agak kepelikan bile tibe sume org jdkan domo-kun ni watak yg HOT..keychain la..soft plush toy la..pelik btl la..

tp yg ak nk smpkn bkn psl domo-kun..ak just nk ckp (ditujukan kpd farhain nabila n bf nye syaf)..kak hanie ade patung domo-kun yg plg besar!!!..HAHAHAHAHA..korg xle challenge kak hanie pny~.bweekkk..jgn jelessssss..nnt korg bli la yg besar pny k..

                                               patung domo saya yg memakai baju saya

                                    bestnyeeee bole sandar kt domo-kun (jgn jeles ain...ngeh3)

10 things i hate

dalam dunia ade macam2 bende kite x suke kn??..well here r the things i hate (secare amnye la)..haha..(sbnrnye xda cite sgt yg berlaku so ni post for today!

1. x suke gelap (yg sgt2 gelap..ngeri woo~)

2. xsuke g hosp (tp klu terpakse sgt 2 dikecualikan la)

3. xsuke org ckp halfway (cth : hanie..eh xpela...bgg kn?)

4. xsuke naik moto time pns2 terik 

5. xsuke sgt2 ngn reptiles!! (plg xsuke ular...urghhhh!)

6. xsuke bersukan (xyh la nk ssh pyh ajak bersukan)

7. xsuke org yg lupe org lain (happen so much in my life..sad2)

8. xsuke org yg suke marah x tntu psl (2 sume org xsuke kn?..hahaha)

9. xsuke org yg pnjam or amik brg aku n pulangkan dlm keadaan yg x same (means rosak or sewaktu dgnnye)

10. xsuke org yg suke MENYIBUK hal aku (utk org yg xknl aku n my story)

so dis is it..rase ade lg kot..tp mls la..nme pn top 10..hehehehe..

errrr...no tajuk

have u ever in ur whole enitre life terjadi cmni..ok..err..bila korg xda dpn pc or lappy..korg like mcm2 nk tulis or search or watever la kn then bila ready dduk port sdp comfy sume..*POOF*..u forget the whole thing..bengang kn?..2la yg jadi kt aku skng..DAMN!..

ok..try to remember...............................................................................................................................

lantak la!..


NEW STORY DALAM KEPALA OTAK KU :

so dis week had been kinda bored but ade la ckit exciting week..yg bored 2 coz dis week is just plain j..xda pape yg adventures berlaku (ce3..nak adventure k??..hahah)..oh yea!..it also had been a really frustrating week!..or i prefer to call it MINGGU YG MEMBENGANGKAN..y?..sbb ade la seorang makhluk ni..eh jp..x elok plak pggl makhluk..ok2..hamba Allah la..dier ni the type yg arini ckp lain esok ckp lain..arini dier janji lain esoknye dier janji lain..klu dier XDA KENA MENGENA ngn aku then fine by me..tapi yg menjadi MASALAH is..dier janji kt AKU!..ME!..so bengang la kn..janji kne tuntut wey..smp mati wooo~..*SIGH*..nasib baik la dier 2 tue yg TAK SEDAR DIRI!!!

enough of dat..lets move on!!..last week member aku ade wat gig..ari ahad..yup..sunday..nk g tapi mls pn ade gak..hahaha..tapi dah lame wooo x g gig ni..dlu slalu..(yela..dlu kn dlm band...T_T)..bile dah dlm band of coz la WAJIB g gig..nk tgk band2 lain n knl2 ngn org..but dat was the old days..pencen dah kome..(but my luv n passion for music never pencen bro~)...so xpela..next gig la ak ye pulai..

semenjak due menjak tiga menjak ni..makin kerap plak melayan cc..smp bro kt cc ni dah kenal la muke..hahaha..xpe..dier dlu bdk poli gak..kire same alumni la..muahahahaha..oh poli yg aku x bpe nk syg..lame dah x trase life student..(nak k??)..rindu tapi bile fkr blik.....................XNK LA!!..hahah..sbb dah rase..umo pn dah kurang sesuai utk jadi student (dlm ati sbnrnye dah mls blaja...ngeh3)..tapi pd student2 di luar 2 blaja la ye..KNOWLEDGE IS POWER BABY!..remember dat!!

byk plak ak cite..nnt korg bosan plak nk bace kn??..hehe..so ill just stop here then..(sbnrnye ak dah xda idea nk tulis)..huuu..

"wats up bitches!!"

marry you by bruno mars

im so totally in luv wif dis song.. can i do dis on my wedding kenduri??..its really awesome if i could..but NOT in church la kn..can dis be played on dat day??..I WANT IT!!

B.L.O.G

so now its 1.40 a.m..here i am..not at home..but at the nearest cc or should i say cyber cafe (duh!..sume org tau kot..ape la aku ni kn?..ahahaha)..cant help it..i just luvvvv writing CRAP!..damn!..(ok..no more cursing)..since i've been doing dis blog..there r few blogs i've read..n i  must say the most blog dat interest (btl k eja?) is teens blog..n when i meant teens..i meant teens between age 14 - 17..know y?..coz their blogs r cute bur in a weird kinda way..hahaha..i know..W.E.I..R.D..

they have dis kinda funny way of speaking..kinda like their OWN language..like "sumpah aku syg kt dier"..or "watafak!..aku bgg sgt2 la kt kau kn"...oh yea..they even wrote english words like "now i wanna tell ya a story dat imma gimme" or something like dat..(dont quite remember)..SEE!!..weirdly adorable..hahahaha..

n i think its kinda a trend to dis kids..they would put they profile at the side..then rite below it is their beloved..so letak la gamba beloved diorg..pas2 they write ayat jiwang2..n at the end.."i love u till death"..n there's more!..lepas j beloved..they gangs..'the most important person in their life'..gamba n description..CONFIRM 70% sure of it..btl x??..

the best thing bout reading their blogs is dat THEY will write EVERYTHING!!..n i mean everything..dari diorg pny hari bosan smp la hari gembira..even nak lepas diorg tulis gak..hehehe..its fun reading it..in a positive way la kn..coz from their blogs..u get to know how they r thingking n how they r..

hehehe..

"sumpah sial aku ske bace blog"..HAHAHA 

to curl or not to curl??

ok..so recently i curl up my hair..n it luk quite ok..if i say so myself..i mean..curls r kinda hard to manage but atleast u dont have to comb it every single time rite??..n i do say so myself..i kinda like my hair all curl up..soo..should i curl or not??

p/s : pictures coming up soon..(^_~) V

letter of apology 2010

have u ever been the blacksheep of the family??..i do..its SUCKS!!..its like u dont have anyone to clong on to..true story..i know im not dat gud..heck i never im a gud person..im not perfect AT ALL..call me a bitch..so wat??..but eventhough im not dat gud..i dont interfere wif anyone's life nor do i tell bad bout people's back..dat way like a back stabbing bitch..im a gud bitch..hahha..(is there a gud bitch btw??)..

im sory i didnt turn out the way they want me to..im not cut out to be wat u guys want me to..terribly sory..but atleast i dont end up eating shits n crap..im just fucking doing the things i want on my OWN way..the way dat u guys dissapprove like hell..sory again btw...

i try all my years to satisfied u guys..but in the end its me who is UNSATISFIED...so i have to be selfish..dats the way its gotta be..

dats for u guys..both of u..(some of u might know who i meant)..

im sory im not cut out to be in ur gang n group or watever u call it..maybe im just not into the whole "gang" thing or maybe u guys r just not into my level..im not saying u guys r below but we r just not the same..sory guys!..hanging out just wont fix it..if hanging out means im gonna be one of u then dats not how i roll..

wats up bitches!!!

NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS!!!

ok..tarikh arini mmg cantik..1/11/11..haha..nice huh..every bila tahun baru muncul..THE MOST COMMON QUESTION...hehehe..ehem2..APAKAH AZAM TAHUN BARU ANDA??..

dang!!..selalunye kite ni akan wat azam tahun baru tp liat sgt2 nk wat..ckp j la kn..personally for me..aku mmg x wat..sbb aku tau akan SURE xkan wat..aahahaha..but dis year..im gonna make one..so here it is...

NEW YEAR RESOLUTION 2011 :

1. keep my hair long (errr..2 mmg nk dari dulu..hehe)

 

2. build a hapy family wif him (kn cayg kn kn..heheh)

                                    
                                                     arent they just freaking hapy??

3. succes in watever im doing (terlalu common k?)

4. own a car 

  

                                                            macam comel je kn?? 

itu je kot for dis year..tapi xtau la kot2 nnt ade bende baru kn..we dont know wats gonna happen in the future rite?..kite plan je..hopefully dapat la aku fullfill sumenye..aminnnnn~