im feeling kinda hapy i guess

i juz on9 my fb..n guess wat?..an invitation back to the band..haha..i was in a band but i back out coz there's some problem occured before but now they need me back..yayyy!!..i guess im hapy coz i get to play back..haha..jari2 pun suda karat woo..i havent touch a keyboard ever since!!..kecewe sgt..hahaha..xdala..but now i think i wanna play back..besides..i kinda miss those guys even some of them might totally forget bout me..but now im more matured..more outgoing..more garang..more berani..but i have to say..i kinda out of idea bout songs but full of words for lyrics..more n more lyrics!!..hehe..thanx anyway coz still kinda need me

do u need them??

sometimes i wondered..DO i have any friends?..haha..dulu ye ak nk sgt ade rmai kwn but now..its better off being alone..coz friends WILL forget friends..dats the truth..u did something wrong accidently or for a reason they forget bout u..but when they did it..its just like forgive n forget..who needs friends anyway?..from wat i know..i only have one friend i can count on..

for you

since the first day i saw u..."wow..ensem gak mamat ni"..but i was shy to say hi.."lupekan je la..sure ade awek nye"..then u text me.."hey?..wat the??.."..i was upset at u coz u kinda hurt my feeling..then i called u a fews days later (or is it a few weeks?)..anyhoo..we promise to meet at ipoh parade..i waited u for lunch..u came.."damn..asal ensem ni?"..(dlm hati berkate k)..u had spiky hair..u wore glasses..god!..u were perfect at dat time..we had lunch together..talk..talk..talk..n talk..u said u broke wif ur ex coz she cheated on u..hey guess..so am i!..haha..coincidence??..perhaps..then u said u liked me.."yay!!" (dlm hati again)..u was such a sweet n dresponsible guy..i havent told u dis but actually i already decided to be wif u a week after we met but i told u to wait right?..ehhehe..(mestila kne test lepas kne curang ok)..but im glad u waited for me..the moment we already became one..i decided ur will be my last..n u did dear..u r my last..we went through all the hardship n hapiness together side by side..i never doubted u (even u had some cases i cant forget but trying to)..huu..but i still luv u n i will forever will be head over heals wif u dear..6 years together is so meaningful n important to me..thank u for supprting me n be wif me through sadness n hapiness..i was gonna post dis on our anivesary day but im afraid im gonna forget the words..hehe..but anyhoo..hapy valentines day n hapy 6 years anivesary sayang..i promise ill always be by ur side for years to come..i luv u dear..so damn much!

to tea or not to tea

dulu ak xtau langsung nak wat air teh..tapi setelah di ajar..hehee..sedap la pulak..smp hubby ak sndri asyik srh ak wat j (sbnrnye dier xnk wat sbb 2 srh ak wat kan)..hehehe..jgn mrh tau b..i luv doing it for u..sbb b ske puji "b ske mnum teh ayg wat...sedap sgt2..jd ketagih" ..even if its in a sarcastic way tapi i know u really mean it..(u DO mean it rite?)..xpe2..lps ni ayg akan blaja masak plak eh..still in process..(huuu..i really cant get my hand into cooking)..

p/s : yg boleh masak skng is :

1. cucur manis (sbb sng)

2. nasi (duh!)

3. sambal telur